Search for Clarity

Everytime I try to search for clarity. Get a clearly defined mission or knowing exactly what I want to do, It seems to always kinda go through these steps.

1) I know want to gain clarity

2) I will have clarity

3) Immediately everything gets more muddy and messy and more muddy and more messy

4) I question whether or not I want even find clarity as this get more confusing

5) I stumble upon a little ray of hope as I decided to keep going

6) Make a few or a lot of mistakes and learn a little more

7) Light bulb moment and I figure out a way

8) Finally I have some clarity, why didn’t I do this in the beginning

The path to clarity get more muddy become you see clearly so keep going and you will get there…keep going